Hello anyone and everyone!! I am having a pretty good morning. I don't know how in the world I'm up, since I only went to bed a few HOURS ago! I've had many curiousities into the fact that I went raw, and I thought I'd send you guys an update. Sorry it took so long to update this, but I've been working my BUTT off (literally...hahaha) to make sure I have plenty of Christmas money.

Okay, so last Monday, we had our Holiday party at the Bar. We closed down and it was employee friend or family ONLY. I have to say, this is always my favorite night. We get to get all crazy and fun and make our own drinks and just really have a blast! It was SOOOO fun, that I did crash on my raw diet. lol. Problem is, that once I started drinking (which alcohol is NOT raw, lol)- I started eating!!!!!!!! Everything!!! I had everything from mini-cheeseburgers, chips, cookies, cupcakes, all kinds of salt and sugar that my body was NOT used to anymore. Thing is- I didn't MISS it when I was going through a normal day, but the second it was back in my body- guess what? the next morning I WANTED bad food. I kind of went on a 3 day bender of eating bad and not giving a shit. It wasn't until Thursday when I was talking to my best friend and she brought up my Ex that is coming to visit and she asked me what I planned for us to do when hanging out that I realized, "WAIT!!" I want to be tiny, hot, and SMALL when he comes!!! What am I doing?!!! So, BAM, I went right back to raw. It was really easy because I was at the grocery store with her while we were talking, so I just started putting my fruits/veggies/beans in the cart! lol.

So, here it is a WEEK after my last post. I was SO excited to be 124 last week. This morning, after my 3 day mini-binge and correcting myself right afterwards, this morn I woke up at 122.0- Um, WOW. So, I'm only 3 lbs from the TEENS. That's freaking insane. I can't believe it.

Good luck to all you ladies that are trying to lose weight. Just rememeber, you don't always have to starve yourself. Sometimes, just eat what your body WANTS. Like fresh, unprocessed food. It might thank you AND you don't have to be hungry or hide it from people. :)   Good luck and I will post again soon. He'll be here in 2 weeks!!!!!

Onto the thinspo!

**My thinspiration is a combination of real girl/model/celebrity/plain out hotties- I don't like them skeletal, but they will range from thin to curvy. If they look hot, I'll post them! If you want to see thinspo daily, favorite me or add me as a friend, I'm always posting! Thanks for looking and check out my previous entries for MORE thinspo!**

Have a lovely weekend ALL!

Hi everyone!!! I've been SOOO busy working the last few days, so sorry I was unable to update. Because I took off time for my family reunion, I covered some other shifts for people this week (extra $ is always good!)...anyway, I had some questions about the raw diet. It's really simple. Everything you eat is raw, uncooked food. So, veggies, fruits, sprouts, seeds, nuts...etc. First, I heard that you lose weight really fast (and this is true!)- also I heard that it's really good for your skin and makes you have less breakouts and feel really healthy. So, I figured, 3 weeks isn't a long time to do it- I'll TOTALLY commit to this! Well, today was my very first cheat- but just barely!- My work friend bought me a starbucks, and I couldn't NOT drink it after she bought it for me! So, there was that, and then the SAME girl had brought in rice krispie treats for everyone, and everyone else grabbed one and looked at me, so I grabbed one too. These people have watched me lose more than 20 lbs recently- and I don't want to allow any room for them to talk like I have an eating disorder- since I do not. I'm just super healthy!!

Anyway- so ASIDE from those little- teeny, tiny, mini-cheats- I have been RAW and feel AMAZING. I've been really lacking on sleep everyday because of all the work I've been doing- BUT- I haven't been as tired as I used to be. It's so hard to explain, but I think because I'm eating SOO healthy, it's making my body feel better. Plus, the weight loss is nice too! This morning I weighed in at 125.8 (SWWWWWEEEEETTTTTT)- and it's only been a few days!!! The thought of being SOO close to the teens with my weight when I was actually 165 earlier THIS YEAR- is amazing to me! Happy day....

So, that's all exciting. Okay, now onto the thinspo

**My thinspiration is a combination of real girl/model/celebrity/plain out hotties- I don't like them skeletal, but they will range from thin to curvy. If they look hot, I'll post them! If you want to see thinspo daily, favorite me or add me as a friend, I'm always posting! Thanks for looking and check out my previous entries for MORE thinspo!**

Have a great Thursday!!!

Hi girls!

This will be my last post for the next week and 1/2. Tomorrow I get on a plane to go visit some family in Chicago and then stay around for a family reunion and Thanksgiving celebrations. I'll probably get online to check stuff- but I'll be unable to add any thinspo. Because of that, I am LITERALLY adding enough thinspiration for the whole week! lol. Hopefully Turkey day doesn't undo all the hard work I've been doing. I don't want to go crazy, but I'm scared that after being on a plane, being around my grandma's home cooking THEN going to the family reunion with tons of catered food- that by the time Thanksgiving rolls around, I might not care so much about being healthy...hopefully all that doesn't happen!! I want to LOSE weight over Thanksgiving unlike many other people who gain! So, wish me luck and have a lovely holiday and I'll have a "guess the celebrity" section, so feel free to guess in the comments and I'll let you know when I come back!! Take care...xoxox

**My thinspiration is a combination of real girl/model/celebrity/plain out hotties- I don't like them skeletal, but they will range from thin to curvy. If they look hot, I'll post them! If you want to see thinspo daily, favorite me or add me as a friend, I'm always posting! Thanks for looking and check out my previous entries for MORE thinspo!**

 Wow, what abs

  Love the mess behind her....lol

  When I'm super sexy, I won't just dress up on Halloween, I'll dress up ALL THE TIME! It's just SOOO sexy! lol

I like that there are UNOPENED cheez doodles next to her. lol

Each girl in this pic is thin!

AHAHHAHHA- I wish

She looks like "Cassie"

Here is our celebrity "Who is it?!" - I'll give you a hint...If you didn't know her that well before now, she's about to be ALLLLLL over the place. Trust me! Guess in the comments and answer will be when I come back on Monday (end of the month). Good luck and be sure to let me know if you like the thinspo!